Friday, October 9, 2009 ; Y
sunshine is starting to shine on my side
my world started to become brighter n brigther
thanks for blowing off the dark clouds which r trap within me
Blogged @ Friday, October 09, 2009
Monday, October 5, 2009 ; Y
everything getting more n more complicated then before
i started to head towards a world of unknown
wishing tat i have never been born
a dimension of thousands ,millions , efinity of hurts
trying not to thing anymore of anything
i wanted to be in my own world
with no one controling me at all
a world for my own
with emotionless
no love no happyness no anger no sadness
it will stayed in my heart
my appearance is just a fake statue
so wat alot of people wanted to woo me so wat?
i cant even be with the person i wanted to be woth
because of scare ?my heart my feelings
is already dead
with nothing left
it is just the time tat is going around me
i hated myself more then i hated anyone
so dun ever ask me do i hate u for wat u did
Blogged @ Monday, October 05, 2009
Sunday, September 27, 2009 ; Y
I love you so much
that words cant even explain
this joy that i have for u
when i am at the weakest point of my life
u are there encouraging me to run this race
cause u are there with me
im not afraid of losing the race
but afraid of losing u
u are on my mind day and night
when we are apart i picture u lovly smile and gentle hug
i can let my feelings out to u and wont regret it
because no matter what
is u are always on my side
i thank GOD for sending me someone like u
who is precious and loving
sorry if i had hurt u TT
u wanted to be gone soon ?right?im sad so wat else i can do to change yr mind?
when i look at your eyes
i see your true self
i see the sweetness
and caring of u
i see u are giving and forgiving
i see yr love for me
when I look at your eyes
i stop myself from crying
when im alone and think about your eyes I cry
i cant stop thinking that one day
ill never see those eyes again
that ill never see the love
or the sweetness
or the love that makes u who you are
one day u will be gone - gone from me
no matter what happens
those eyes will one day close
and forever rest in peace
but u will never be completely gone
because every time I close my eyes
THERE U WERE BE!~
Blogged @ Sunday, September 27, 2009
Monday, September 21, 2009 ; Y
time is going past so fast
n level starting again i dun think i done well for it
i think i going to ite soon
butt i reali hope to go sec 5
go POLY
things getting harder too
boi .. not tat i dun love u it is the fact tat it is v hard
but i always kw tat my feeling for u is always there
u r handsome
>
< u r tat kind of guys tat r above average
i kw i will be v sad on losing u maybe even will i cry for u every night
from my daily expression
people may tot tat i im happy im cheerful
actually im not i just wanted to be brave
i cry myself to sleep every night
just because of u
i just wana the person tat i love deeply to be happy
but dragging u with me doesnt seems to make anyone happy at all
he may not treat me good but i dun think he can lose me either
i dun kw wat will he do
it has been 2years plus with him
he treated me v good i kw tat
but he spent too much money on me
i dun kw when will i leave him
eirther did i kw when will he leave
me or did he still love me alot like last time
i dun wan to make him sad
...bloi i just wan a happy memory of u n me
n hope tat our friendship can last
i hope to be close with u
but you have choose the right choice
on leaving me but i kw u cant 4get me so does i
i kw u miss me alot ..even when u heaven even tell me at all
actually i wana see u tonight but i dun think i have the chance at all
tml will be the day when u ended all this things
leaving me n continue with yr happy life
STAY HAPPY NO MATTER WAT PUT A SMILE WHEREVER U GO
I LOVE U I MISS U I REALI DO
the happy memory tat we been though from the start to the end is always in my heart
never to be 4get
...the day u added me on fs
the day u wanted to meet me
the day tat u hug me
the day tat u break
the day tat u tell me u wanted to give me the feelings of my bf
the day u bought me things
the day tat u say u love me
the day tat u wanted me missing me alot
the day tat we tok=almost everyday =cant be count
the kisses tat u give the love tat u implant in me
the joy tat we have ... will always stay with me
DUN 4GET ME <3 ALWAYS
Blogged @ Monday, September 21, 2009
Wednesday, August 5, 2009 ; Y
haix everyday
seems to passing so fast
nlevel at corner tip le
prelim started ...
it has been 17 days
from the chalet n 5 days from east coast
i wonder when would be the next day i saw u again
every night listening songs
let me remember the time with u
when u hold my hand , hug me
every thing seems to be in my heart
cant 4get at all
... but boi ...
im happy for u finding a stead that u love
but i still hoping one day u would tell me
y u told yr frenx all this things
n y would u hold my hand, promise me things
tat cant be coming true... STAY HAPPY ALWAYS OKAY?
Blogged @ Wednesday, August 05, 2009
Sunday, August 2, 2009 ; Y
still remember yr promise?
bring me to seaside?
hoping to you soon...
ytd sat
went to east coast with bf
go arcade saw a guy
hair style like yrs
in my mind i tot tat
wahhh finally saw a guy with the same hair style
my eye vision v blur
wanted to see closer but bf dun let
saw tat guy playing maximum tune
with one group of friends n two gals
i think the gal behind is his dream gal
"STEAD"
after tat me n my stead when off i msg him
u at east coast ah?
GUESS WAT
yes y ?
i said i saw u
then he ask where u
like wanted to see me but i rejected
i was so happy to see him but sad to say
i saw his stead
so i ask him u with yr stead ah?
he did not reply
but the rest of the question i ask him he replied
wat does he means?
... I MISSES U BOI...
STILL REMEMBER HELPING U BRUSH TEETH
SAW YR SCARY PART..CO......
STAY HAPPY BOI ...
Blogged @ Sunday, August 02, 2009
Friday, July 31, 2009 ; Y
Boi im i realiv stupid
missing you every single day
knowing you wont want to see me
sad to hear you saying
this to pressure me when u dun even have a single one
"i with my gal"
people tell me u r serious abt me
n u dun have a stead
but y are u bluffing to yrself n me
wat make u thinking of this
...MISSES U BADLY...
BOI STAY HAPPY NO MATTER WAT
Blogged @ Friday, July 31, 2009
